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the civil war.
Friday, 10 February 2012
the title speaks it all.
is the civil war between me and the siblings. apparently, they always felt they paid for my polytechnic education, and it had always been the case of raking it up when arguments arises.
she claimed that disappointment on me had set in within them, however, i guess im the truly disappointed one, esp with her. all i need was a merely forty bucks of utility bill of her share, oh gosh, do i really lack that forty bucks that i cant even afford? however, being jobless and with the lack of parent relief totally put this into a good test of our ties, to clearly show me that money was indeed the root of evil. yeah, esp in this family, i fail to understand why they fail to see this point. to follow mum's footstep was a entirely wrong move of our life. forty bucks. merely a 10 percents of what i am require to pay back to revenue inland. yet it shows ugly sides of human beings. and, even dry cleaning of bedsheets was in the bad.
"i set fire to the rain, and i threw us into the flames, well, it felt something died, cause i knew that that was the last time, the last time" - sung by adele in fire to the rain.
indeed, such like the lyrics, i threw us into the flames, yeah the tie had somehow die in me, cause i knew thats the last time she can use such repayment reason on me. yeah, no tears. afterall, it indeed shine the bad and goodness ones have. i hv hence decided to make a move. a move that i would hv made so much earlier, only with capability. and now, its time to repay all single debt that i had made in this life. im not afraid of pushing that restart button, afterall, i believe i can restart from zero to hero once again.
this road ahead is indeed gonna be tough. i hope you will understand my point of view in making this decision, and i wanna thank you for your ultimate support be it now or in the future. btw, i decided to write this down as it will be a great turning point from now onwards.
jas - $1,800
darry - $6,000
jo - $6,120 paid on 11 Feb 2012
annie - $3,600Labels: family, war
xoxo,
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